to you.
these few days i have been thinking if i was really at fault. but i really dun understand why the situation have been turned around. i really dun see where im wrong at. im happy leaving this place but i dun wan to leave being wrongly blamed. not that i wanna doubt you. but this isnt the first time im at fault already. in august because of him, i was blamed to be the one telling the head watever he told me. you might claim it wasnt u but from this time, i really doubt you. go ahead and complain to the king watever i blog here but nothing claims is you. if you are guilty conscience then i cant stop you feeling that way. i wanna tell you i hate you for turning the situation around and stab me right in for your own good or rather to protect your 'ass'. i have tolerate enough. i didnt wanna blog this to tell you how i felt but i cannot take it anymore. you broke the trust of you in me! I HATE YOU FOR IT! i really hate you. the incident that happen in august because of him, i really doubt your words. to me, the king believes no one else other than his queens. and you are one of the queens that he trusted so much that nobody else's words can take over you. im really sorry but to say i hate you. i have never hated anyone whom i was so close before. i hate you! because of you, i tears to bed daily. because of you, my mind has nothing else only that day's situation in my mind. because of you, i claim i was fine but im not. i hate you!!!!!!
