Friday, August 21, 2009

i look like when im primary 1!

as my title goes.. is wat my dear cousin shermaine said about me cause i got a half side swollen face which makes me looks cubby!! HAHAH! she make me think back of the video that my aunt took when they was bringing me to sch. OMG! so pai seh!

toking about the primary school days, i have a primary school classmate who have depart to a place where i long wanted to go. RIP nicole. i couldnt believe wat i saw on the sms desiree send me but i have to accept the fact. although we arent close but looking at the pics in your facebook, i cant help but to get quite sad about it. please rest well in the world where you can smile from the bottom of your heart and trouble-less.

this missing days from blogging, many things happened and makes me really think if im out for society university. maybe physically, im up to it but not mentally. HAHAH!

i always thought treating them with pure heart would make things better but i guess i was wrong.

i was on MC yest but that was a good one day rest for me ALTHOUGH i didnt rest much but at night, i could sleep soundly till the next morning! i was feeling good about it but i have to wake up from the life and get back to work cause i only got 1 day MC!

i wish the doc could have given me 2 days MC but well..

the story goes...
today, when im back at work, checking my mail.. i saw a mail from colleague A and is mail to colleague B but cc me and colleague C. i thought colleague B saw the mail but didnt take it to heart but who knows..
at 5 plus, colleague B came out and asked me if i told colleague A about certain matters but the fact is i didnt. i thought he believed. but i was wrong.. after colleague B came back from dinner, first thing he did was to question me about the certain matters! he kept insisting that i was the one who told colleague A! i dun even dare to tok to colleague A.. only when i really have to but even if i really have to, i hestitate to call! would colleague A even believe wat i say IF im really the one? im who in the company? im just a small, unknown and new freak! get the facts right for goodness sake!

if not because of colleague C, i would have just f**king shouted at colleague B! i wouldnt might be sack for this but i want to get the matters right! IM NOT THE ONE WHO TOLD COLLEAGUE A ABOUT IT! i might appear petty but thats me! i will never swallow down this matter just like that lor. i thought they are nice people but i guess i was wrong. they are just 2-sided face people. (im sorry to judge the whole forest because of one tree). i really wonder how long more i can last in there.

im sick and tired of these people. treating you nice infront of you and stabbing you right in at the back!

before i end my post, i would like to wish my best buddy KOH JUN HU....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! YOU ARE 19 ALREADY! HAHA! enjoy your last year of being teen~! HAHAH! best wishes to you. thank you for being my best buddy! HAHAH!