someone is coming back to singapore already. someone is coming back earlier than expected... leaving me in a hestitation, no time to really think about wat am i going to do. someone, i wanna prove everybody wrong that you arent that kind of person. i wish and wish that i didnt had seen anything and i shouldnt go and ask about it. can you tell me that was just in my dreams? you have slowly brought me out of the past and now you are like abandoning me just like that.. you might as well leave me alone in the past.
maybe is all my wishful thinking between me and someone. maybe is just me wanting to dump myself into it. maybe jiejie was right that i cannot be left alone.
am i throwing myself deeper? =S
