me and maine² got Hugz and Tugz. have yet to decide who take which.. hugz and tugz is lovely as they have diapers and their icon is unique. haha..
maine² got for sheryl champion bear because she wanna wish her sis all the best in her PSLE. hahha.. we got for rachel funshine bear because we wanna see her smile more. =D as for raeann, she herself chose the share bear. haha.. hopefully she will learn to share. =D the 3 of them de bear are the smaller one while me and maine² got the larger version. hahaha..
nowadays rachel doesnt seem to smile already. i guess there's something deep in her heart which she's sad or troubled about. she sounded very down on the phone. i've not seen her smile like since yesterday.. haha.. or rather wed..
it really hurts to see my cousins sad or troubled or facing any problem and im not able to help them in anyways.
im feeling so useless as their eldest cousin. they used to see me like daily when im in sec sch. when im in rp, they dont due to the timetable. now that i change to mdis, im not able to find time to spend with them either. also due to timetable and if lesson starts late, i will be sleeping @ home. =(
although they might be young but there are times where they really needed somebody to be there for them. especially my dear rachel. i really hope i can bring her joy and bring back the lovely little gal's SMILE! she's kinda poor thing. she got all the attention for 4 years and the attention wasnt on her that much ever since then.
RACHEL, JIE JIE LOVE YOU K. anything you can call me, i will try to help you k.. maybe i'll get you a prepaid phone for you to sms me or call me. after chinese new year, i will get you one k. =D i will really wanna see you SMILE and no more crying k. you must be strong! you are already a jie jie for raeann and raikkonen. take care. love you!
i love you all! =D
