first day of sch!

today is the 1st day of sch or rather is just orientation.. hahaha.. out of dunno how many in the class but heard is alot, only 5 of us turned up.. hahaha.. 4 gals and 1 guy.. hahaha..

1 gal is also previously from rp. hahah.. then another gal is previously from nyp.. another gal is currently working and upgrading herself. her sister is in rp. the guy is dropped out from tp! and he ORD le.. the gf in rp! -.- out of 5 pple, 4 is related to rp somehow.. hahahaah.. so jiao.. hahah..

lesson ended around 3 plus.. wow! haha.. went to canteen to eat.. then train-ed home to change footwear then off to tsc for chapter daimokukai. hahaha.. wat a busy day? no no.. not busy..

after going through and hearing the different encouragement, im thinking if i should really transfer to another place. or be mia just from here. haix. i really dunno. i felt so like a replacement. i dun wish to attend tmr de event cause i dun wan. do i have a choice? many would say yes but well, my responsiblities here is to help her. haix. im somehow so lost.. hahaha.. wish me luck then..
i need someone to talk to, to let me cry my heart out. im like so xin ku now! omg.

im giving up!