da xiong and xiao ding dang! x3

the onli pic me and him took. after many times he asked me to take pic wif him.

why am i here at this time? well.. today is sat. hmm.. not that i am excited about post NDP celebration or the fireworks later.

4-5 months ago, at this hour, i probably just hang up the fone with him. accompanying him throughout his journey home after work.

i noe i have to move on. I AM moving on. then why am i thinking of him right? i have no idea too.. i am really missing him loads. everything ended at the playground on 111207. my happiness was left there too. from then on, i have been living in the memories on me and him. physically, i have moved on. mentally, i managed to move on after dunno how many months.

thinking back to his last day of work at hideout, i regretted doing all that stupid and silly things to make him hate and forget me! omg! why am i so silly?

i regretted making that decision! argh..

I'M WAITING FOR YOUR RETURN.

to my dear friends who is reading this post. dun think too much k.. we arent together before or rather at all. we are just purely good friends but having feelings for each other.

i really wish to be happy deep down. who is able to bring me out of memories? who is able to bring my happiness back to me?