go to this link -> http://lost-jade.blogspot.com/2008/07/specially-for-trainers-blk-ic-etc.html
well well, google things randomly and i somehow found the reason to how did C1 manage to achieve full attendance? well.. '
- their trainers aren't having generation gap with them
- they have a alive blog which is damn happening
- they have people in there who are really friendly and nice like vincent daddy and adeline. lols.. haha..
oh well.. im not saying that my trainers are old. but the younger one is already 9 yrs apart with me, let alone the other one. i noe that jaslyn is trying her very best to bring the group together but it is a very tough job. C4 is like my dancers back then before their syf. they are individual cliques. not united at all.. well.. i am trying my very best to help my dear jaslyn already. im just like a freaking retarded in the grp which go zi-highing. lols. having sadness, sour-ness, anger in me, i have to put all this aside to bring myself to a zi-high state and throw my freaking face away.
so those who do not know what is happening in ndp or me, PLEASE do not make unwanted remarks like as if everything is just purely one-sided. like i say, IT TAKES 2 HANDS TO CLAP! you pple are the potential leaders or rather some is already a leader, DO NOT USE FAITH to say me or to you all is encouraging me. too bad and so sad, all the faith encouragement that is used is no longer going to go into my ears or eyes. i can even say whatever you all are gonna say. please! i hate this kind of thing. no point telling a believer to chant to overcome everything when she doubt things. i just simply hate it!
i am a stubborn little tarus! dun ever dare to try to step on my little tail! else, friends also cannot be unless
- the sun rises from the west
- the sun sets in the east
- the pigs can fly
- dogs can climb tree
then krystal will be able to forgive you. lols.. haha..
