today is a tiring and heavy day though. haha. finally the dance sisters meet up once again. but this time, we were learning to blade. haha. tired.. haha. heavy is because i went for 4 div rehearsals and im told to prepare to share either on 3.16 welcoming or PD camp. haha.

the rehearsals topic was too heavy for the tired me to cope. but ya. i learnt alot through the rehearsal though. i found out that is all those happening is all my family karma. to breakthrough, i must stand firm and have strong life force. suddenly i felt that im not up to it either. but mei shi was sharing that that we cant give up at this dark moment as who knows the bright moment is coming. if we were to give up, everything will just stop here and we might have to restart from the beginning again. haix. afterall, is my family karma. i believe i can pull through myself as i dun wanna be a bother to anybody as everybody as his/her problem. haha.