today is really 一场欢喜一场空. well, wat to do? they are busy wat. no choice. i wonder wats the reason behind it. the moment i know that im waiting the whole day today is totally a waste, i damn feel like killing pple already. my tears somehow flood my eyes. =( wat to do lei? haix. some1 is suppose to call me when she reach home but till now i dun receive her call. = i give up already. they can disown me for all they want. they are the ones which causes much joy and changes in me. haix.

i sometimes really envy the others who can be happy daily. having wonderful and understanding parents. haha.. i wonder why they always have friends that could be there for them to vent their problems out to. haha.. i think the problems lies on me. i know there are many pple out there who is willing to listen to me but i think is me who do not want to say it out.

words of guidances to those who think of onli giving birth to a child. being the only child is a lonely thing. u will have to talk to him/her alot and find out wats goiing on with him/her. u can give him/her all your attention and wateva u he/she wants but dun spoil him/her. do not be too into ur career but ya.. if u r too focus on the career, he/she will be very lonely and when he/she has no one to talk things out to, he/she will start to keep everything to himself/herself. do heed this advice or ur he/she will probably ended up like me. haha..