wat has the world turn into now? im sincerely asking her to go down just to take a look at wat im doing.. she object to wat im doing.. freak! wat kind of mother is she? 1st she object to me subscribing to CL and SSA times, i tolerate and pay it myself. afterall, she's not going to read. im the onli one reading. now i wanna go out to work and earn my own money as well as having a car just by doing this business, she objects to it.. wat kind of mother is this? if she dun believe that there is such good lobang on earth, go take a look! never even take a look and discourage me. i took such long time to build up this confident and give myself 3 months to see results. i've talk to her nicely like how my manager told us to do and she say such thing. she mean it or not, is still hurting me. even if she's in a bad mood also cannot say that to me. seriously, i dun understand why is she still like that.. i've already taken a step back.

sorry mummy adeline, i gave my best to her as a daughter already. i've taken a step back le. i still dun understand why. im trying to build the trust in her back but there's seriously no way can i do that.