im thinking if i should challenge myself to take up ndp and wat im suppose to be doing. im kinda very fan now. wat im fanning? i'll list out.
(1)the subscription fee for CL and SSA times
(2)mum's objection to subscribing to CL and SSA times
(3)i wanna enshrine gohonzon but mum surely object
(4)i wanna join ndp.. haha (i might take up the challenge of joining ndp)
(5)my results coming out

haha.. i dunno why i fan so many things but ya.. i know mummy adeline sure will ask me to chant. haha. i will, mummy.. im chanting for my mum to take up faith with me too. =)

i feel so proud of myself yesterday cause i help the complete a few big props. hahaha.. i told hideout that i dun wan to work liao. i lost confident in teaching and lost interest too. haha. okays la.. got to go teach maths le..