haha.. i seriously not in good mood nowadays.. haha.. anyway, results is going to be out on thursday! haha.. no matter wat the outcome turns out to be, im not gonna regret.. haha.. afterall, i believe i gave my best already..

early morning, some idiot called me and i quarrelled with that person.. im suppose to not quarrell with her but im sorry u called at the wrong time.. im so angry and sad over wat the person say.. immediately, i hang up, i sms a guy called george (my ex-dad) and scolded him: I HATE YOU! IM NOT GOING TO CALL YOU DAD! YOU DIDNT TAKE CARE OF ME FOR YEARS AND U SLAP ME! NO WAY AM I GOING TO FORGIVE YOU! OUT IN THE WORLD, THERE ARE SO MANY PPLE WHO TAKE CARE OF ME ALOT AND IM CALL THEM DADDY ON MY OWN ACCORD!

i know im not doing my HR when im saying all this. but if i continue ren-ing, i will go crazy..