after going through yesterday study meeting, i think alot. i learnt that death has the same significance as sleeping where u replenish ur energy for the next cycle of life and death. haha. this lets pple who want to commit sucide to go and die more.. haha..

i think i am really wasting my time slacking around. i think i should either pick up the courage to look for SA or look for a job.

yesterday me and geraldine talk about everything.. family, friends, her own stories. haha.. i really dunno if im being too much to bear this grudge for so many years. but cant blame me even if i were to bear the grudge too.. haix.

im getting tired of life too.. haha..